Billie Eilish thinks she “tried too exhausting to be fascinating”.
The 20-year-old singer confirmed an excessive change in her look when she appeared on the journal cowl of British Vogue journal in the summertime of final yr sporting a pink silk corset, nonetheless, she’s now very distant from the photographs and was astonished by the criticism she was subjected to.
She wrote within the Sunday Times journal: “No no matter you do the suitable factor to do is improper and improper.
In my saggy clothes, nobody likes me. I really feel insecure and unattractive and likewise not engaging. People are embarrassed by me for not being engaging sufficient.
“Then you don one thing extra seen and individuals are like, you are an obese cow. ****. I’m an oaf and I’m a sell-out. I’m similar to another celeb promoting their our bodies. wow! What does one want? It’s a wild world for ladies, and for ladies on the surface.
“I actually do not feel needed in any respect. I’m involved that I used to be so unpopular that I may need tried to be desired. It is a tragic factor to think about.”
She wrote: “In the previous couple of months I really feel way more stable in who I’m. I really feel completely different now like I’m fascinating. I really feel like I’m able to being as female as I need to be and as masculine as I need.”
In response to a query about how she felt about her physique was her physique’s relationship with it, she replied: “Nowhere good. It’s been a fully terrible, horrible expertise since I used to be 11 years previous.
“I like the truth that my physique is my very own and that it is at all times with me wherever I journey.
“I type of consider my physique as my buddy. My ugly buddy! It’s difficult. But what are you gonna do?”